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User:childeofloki (258751)
A brand new illusion
for your plastic souls
Name:Genghis Tucker
Website:Myspace, cause I'm a consumer whore!.
Location:Portland, Oregon, United States
Birthdate:1983-01-22
Bio:BLACKGUARD, n.
A man whose qualities, prepared for display like a box of berries in a market -- the fine ones on top -- have been opened on the wrong side. An inverted gentleman.

As with so many things, the quotes found below this bio are probably more interesting and pertinent to what you are seeking.


I have the power to change all that I can, the wisdom to accept what I cannot, and the inability to tell the difference. I am a bitter, sardonic, and cynical bastard with few manners. I am offensive, vulgar, apathetic, and have many other less-than-admirable traits. I will make a joke out of anything that someone else finds serious, that's just the way I am. I take life very seriously, I just hope it doesn't take me seriously. I have a complete lack of tact, and if you feel sensetive at all, or are easily offended, I would recommend you just hit the little back button at the top of your screen, and get the hell out of here before you get seriously annoyed.
That being said, I am also a nihilist. No, not the 19th century Russian terrorist party. It means that I hold the viewpoint that traditional values and beliefs are unfounded and that existence is senseless and useless. It is a doctrine that denies any objective ground of truth, and especially of moral truths. I find religions based on Jehovah, Allah, or Yhwys particularly annoying. However, I am also deeply drawn to the spiritual aspects of the Scandanavian and Irish religions/philosophies, respectively. It creates an odd dichotomy in me, and is yet another sign of the duality of my heart and mind, creating another black mark under the catagory of my soul that is labeled: "Things Inherently Wrong With Me".
If you are not listed as a friend, you will only see innane babble that I post to pass the time. If I have listed you as a friend, you will see the real me, and it will probably be more innane babble.
I'm a useless member of society, and that doesn't bother me in the slightest. I'm a cripple now, but I used to be a bouncer, but bashing people for fun and profit wore a bit thin after awhile. Wrestling, boxing, and fencing (mostly heavy weapons, though I did study the rapier and sabre for a bit. I'm too large to use a knitting needle) helped me out in that, but mostly I'm a coward for the best of reasons... My favourite skin.
My single greatest accomplishment has been my survival. Other than that, I am a published poet in the book Verse from a Living Journal, and I have thus far managed to avoid government attention.
And, as typical as it's become amoung the Ultra-Cynical Youth-Intelligencia of todays young apathets, I like irony.
No, irony does not mean "sort of like iron".

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I find that these quotes suit what I choose to call my personality:

I say to the gods...............And the sons of gods
The things which whet my thoughts;
By the wells of the world.......There is none with the might
To make me do his will.

~Exerpt from the Lokasenna.

Beowulf son of Ecgtheow replied: 'Venerable king, it is better for a man to avenge his friend than to mourn him long. We must all expect an end to life in this world; let him who can win fame before death, because that is a dead man's best memorial.'

"I can show you fear in a handful of dust."
~T.S. Eliot

"People say I am ruthless. I am not ruthless. And if I find the man who is calling me ruthless, I shall destroy him."
Robert F. Kennedy


"He who fights with monsters should look to it that he himself does not become one... When you gaze long into the abyss, the abyss also gazes into you..."
~Friedrich Nietzschie

Malvio: "I say to you, this house is dark..."
Clown: "...Madman, thou errest; I say there is no darkness, but ignorance."

~Twelfth Night

This eternal accusation against Christianity I shall write upon all walls, wherever walls are to be found - I have letters that even the blind will be able to see...
I call Christianity the one great curse, the one great intrinsic depravity, the one great instinct of revenge, for which no means are venomous enough, or secret, subterranean and small enough, - I call it the one immortal blemish upon the human race...


~F.W. Nietzsche

Hodie Est Bonus Dies Mortere.
Today is a good day to die.
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Philosophies:

Only gods and fools fear death.

Hope is the denial of reality ~Raistlin

What happens, stays happened.

Necessity is a higher god than Truth.

Never get in an arse-kicking contest with a porcupine.

If you wait by the river long enough, you will see the bodies of your enemies float by.



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Copyright 1998-2007

Break the law, and I shall use it to break you.
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I hope everyone is as impressed by me as I am.
Memories::26 entries
Interests:150: agony, alchemy, anachronisms, antediluvians, antipathy, archery, archons, asatruar, astral projection, astrology, axes, babbayagga, being lazy, black, blades, blood, book of counted shadows, books, buttered stuff, calvin & hobbes, candles, castles, chains, chaos, chopin, copulation, damnation, dangling participles, dark sun, darkness, david eddings, death, decay, decisions, defeat, defenastration, demi-humans, demonology, demons, denial, doom, dragonlance, dragons, drawing, dreams, druidism, emotions, ever quest, fantasy/ sci-fi, fear, fire, flying spaghetti monster, forgotten realms, full-contact tiddlywinks, futility, hades, hatred, hel, hell, herpetology, history, homeric prose, hypnos, hypocrisy, insanity, insomnia, insults, invisibility, jack handy, knives, knowledge, levitation, life, literature, logos, magic, magick, magik, me, medieval cultures & mythology, meglomania, mental imaging, metallica, methusalas, mnt. dew, monty python, moonlight, moonshae, moziacs, my art, necromancy, necronomicon, nihilism, norway, nuetrality, paganism, pain, paranoia, paranormal, pathologies, penquins, philosophy, phobias, phobos, poetry, possible outcomes, probable outcomes, rain, reading, rituals, rpgs, runes, sanity, self preservation, self-mutilation, selknights, shiny objects, silver, skulls, sparta, spectres, spellcraft, static-x, strategy, subnormal, suffering, swords, synder av flesket, tanari, telekenises, telempathy, telepathy, telestupidity, thaumaturgy, the abyss, the arts, the universe, the upper planes, those that are not, those the gods forgot, thoughts, truth, tyr, vampires, vanir, war, wind, witchcraft, words, writing
Schools:None listed
Friends:
People35:amanda, autumnperson, ayoub, blue_water_fall, bondiblue, carocrow, childeofloki, danicia, delusions, dwarven_brewer, empatia, fire_fox01, freixenet, green_aubry, immune2you, infinimaru, kofaile, laurel714, leanan_shee, miriyasterling, mjtheanarchist, nahrie, nantosvelta, philosophimonki, sdrohc_ratiug, seegwa, shadowlit_dream, sorciere, soul_incognito, the_good_crazy, trekteacher, wildempathy, word_lover, xjenavivex, yume_kokoro
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Mutual Friends:35: amanda, autumnperson, ayoub, blue_water_fall, bondiblue, carocrow, childeofloki, danicia, delusions, dwarven_brewer, empatia, fire_fox01, freixenet, green_aubry, immune2you, infinimaru, kofaile, laurel714, leanan_shee, miriyasterling, mjtheanarchist, nahrie, nantosvelta, philosophimonki, sdrohc_ratiug, seegwa, shadowlit_dream, sorciere, soul_incognito, the_good_crazy, trekteacher, wildempathy, word_lover, xjenavivex, yume_kokoro
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